Fuck the bullshit. I don’t want people to hear my name and think good bitch is dead or I really didnt know her. I dont want the memories of me to be about how quiet or rude i was.
I want people to remember me for my big heart, my love, for everything I’ve tried to be even if I wasn’t the best. I want people to smile when they hear my name to know i was always trying to making everyone happy. Meeting new people i try to be as friendly and open as possible to make them comfortable and not need a defense with me. I want to be that person that is always giving for everyone cause thats the way i was raised. I can be a big ole bitch if you treat someone who doesnt deserve it or if they dont do it for themselves even if i dont know them. I want my friends and family to be proud to give my sibilings to have something to look up towards. I leave every conversation with my friends and family that i love them. And if and when i go i only wish to go with those i hold the most dear by my side knowing ill be fighting the whole way refusing to leave them. But even when im gone i want them to never feel alone and to know ill still always be there for them. So what i want to be remembered for is being me the carefree loving me.